In memory ofIn a fleeting moment,
it can end,
life taken away,
bone taken out of skin,
we never know when,
how,
or why.
the pain we feel,
is real enough to be alive,
pain is it's own entity,
gripping, tearing, murdering,
those we hold dear,
hearts stop beating,
words stop coming,
life stops and time holds still,
in that moment what do we see?
our life?
or our pain?
do we feel relief?
or despair?
when we die what happens?
the lights go out,
curtain closes,
exit stage left,
to right down that last slit in his eyes,
that last sentient thought,
before thine breath be naught,
what was in that moment?
eternity?
or fleeting relief?
In memory of
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An Artist's LoveAs an artist we love,
as people we hurt,
I drift in daydreams of that day,
when all my pain fades away,
where I can be with you again,
and hold you until the end,
you with your brush and paint,
me with a pen that stains
the paper mine words take form on,
A slew of emotions come forth,
but I awaken and I fear,
that day will never come,
my beautiful artist is with someone else,
my tears have run dry,
so I wait
and wait
until I die,
for death is the only recourse,
for a love that causes such remorse,
so I stain these pages black,
with the feelings I once had,
for when the truth all comes to light,
there will be no one left An Artist's Love
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NightNight, oh night
when thy moon shineth bright,
the air cool and crisp,
as it gives a gentle kiss,
the stars glitter with faint desire,
as my heart ignites with love's fire,
night is a time to be free,
and free is the way to be,
it is the cool sensation,
that staves away the impatient,
so stare at that moon so bright,
for my love, i also gaze upon it tonight. Night
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A break to uniformityA journey, a road, a life,
To lead to a house, kids, and wife.
Is it all the same?
What good is our brain?
Why do as we are told,
Why respond to scolds?
why must all life lead the same way?
Down these narrow and dark pathways,
It's the story of uniformity and sorrow.
The story of the same tomorrow.
Work, home, sleep,
Pain, fear, tears we weep
Only to start again
But Never to mend
Break the cycle of hurt
Plant your roots deep in solid dirt.
Hold firmly to the ground you want.
Never let others choose your path,
And whatever you do
Don't forget to laugh A break to uniformity
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a lover's daya lover's day, can start,
just one way,
with the smile of a wife,
the whole meaning of your life,
it can start by no other means,
with no dvds, games, or tv screens,
without that look from your love,
never will you fly higher than the doves,
your day will go nowhere,
this i swear,
that look that says it all,
that there is love even if there is a fall,
the love is seen through the eyes,
the window to the soul is no surprise,
it will stop your breath deep in your chest,
a warming look that puts you to rest,
so look deep into loves embrace,
and kiss that beautiful smiling face a lover's day
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setsunaoh setsuna what hath thy done?
stealing a a poor man's heart,
till it doth belong to one.
knowing the depth of love from the start,
how can this dreamlike state be true?
all i see and know is you.
you are like the autumn wind blowing,
cool, refreshing, a sight for sore eyes,
the sting of your love still glowing
hot on my cheek, the tear in my eye.
how will life continue on
now that my heart is gone,
it was given away to only one
but dear god what hath i done,
please come back to what was left,
what was forsaken for another mans breath
he will never have what we posess
the love thats as fitting as a dress
hear now my beck setsuna
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Alone at nightPain, hurt, fear agony,
Looking in it's all I see,
Don't dare call me emo,
I'm not some damn sob,
I've put myself in these places,
I've hurt those I loved,
I cry when i see the faces,
The tears that fall like rain,
How can a single man, me,
Cause that much pain,
I'm not as special as they say,
I'm just a normal guy,
Like any other time of day.
You call me a romantic at heart,
Is that why you've cried from the start?
Would a romantic break what u treasure?
The heart by which love is measured,
So if pain is all I do,
Then what the fuck is wrong with you?
Why are you still here?
Why do you still call me dear?
Why do you smil Alone at night
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All I wantOn this dark and chilly night,
As I lay in a curled in fright,
One thing will calm my heart,
One name is all I needed from the start,
Cause when I call it out,
In but a whisper, it needn't be a shout,
peace crashes over my broken frame,
In a way that I can never contain,
It quells the pain, the fear, the hurt,
I unfurl here in my bed of dirt,
To rise from a grave of fear,
Strong enough to fight the tears,
You are what I need most,
You here, holding me close,
Please never ever go away,
Or I shall not be able to keep my demons at bay. All I want
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olderas another birthday passes me by,
another year older, another tear cried,
the years never stop turning,
my pain never stops growing,
i hurt every second of every day,
for what sin must i fucking repay?
all i want is a chance of rest,
but my life is to much of a damn mess,
no rest will i ever find,
as i sit here and shiver behind
a pane of thin glass,
shattering right into my ass,
life is just a big fucking joke,
there is no such thing as hope,
love has no meaning at all,
death is the cushion of the fall,
so let it's sweet release hold my hand,
cause i'm sick and tired of being this fucking man older
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smile to cover the paina smile on the outside,
tears fill my innards,
joy comes from my lips,
pain fills my heart.
I act like its ok,
but hurt everyday,
i never show it,
no one suspects,
how can i smile,
but so deeply regret,
i still laugh,
though my love is gone,
I still daydream,
though my hope is gone,
i can move forward,
my life ends here,
I can smile,
even though i fear. smile to cover the pain
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sufferingas i sit in this dark and lonely chair,
i cry and tug on at my hair,
i wanna rip it out and feel the pain,
because what else is there to gain,
when i hurt at least i feel,
at least i know that im real,
my existence seems to be fading,
all the love for me is abating,
im losing all that i love,
i swear to heaven that may be above,
this pain is getting far to great,
please.. just let it abate....
please..
i cant suffer anymore,
i cant take being called a whore,
im really not that way,
please someone save me today... suffering
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Something about youThere is just
something about you,
though we've never met
we talk constantly,
though we've never kissed
I keep thinking of your lips,
though we just got introduced
you won't leave my mind,
though I'm lost
I'm still in utter bliss,
what is it
about you
that makes me
so woozy?
is it your eyes?
those eyes I could lose
myself in,
and come out
knowing myself even more,
or is it your smile?
that makes me think of you
each and every hour,
or is it your voice?
the voice that made me shatter
the first time I heard it,
the voice of an angel
that made me think i died,
what could it be?
though I may never know
I'm willing Something about you
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What is loveLove,
what is it?
what is this word
that flies about freely,
that people say easily,
that couples dawdle over,
that friends stumble over,
they say its a feeling
of deep affection,
I say that's bullshit,
you feel affection
for a pet,
not a lover,
no a lover is different,
something more,
it's a desire,
a yearning,
like a endless fire,
you want it,
you crave it,
and once you taste it
you can never get enough,
it's talking at 3am
knowing u have to get up
in a few hours,
but not wanting to hang up,
it's smiling when she texts you
not because you want to,
but because you can't help it,
it's a passion you've never had What is love
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LonelinessLoneliness is the poison,
that kills the most,
it makes you the walking damned,
nothing ever matters,
when that feeling seeps in,
when you look at yourself
and see nothing,
the mirror appears cracked,
the window looks scratched,
your reflection just wont show,
the hollowness takes ahold,
and sorrow kicks in,
sadness forms a knot
deep in your chest,
tears begin to choke
and breaths come in jerks,
but why,
why are we lonely,
there's 6 billion people here,
shouldnt there be 1,
i only ask for 1,
to be there,
to acknowledge me,
to know I exist,
to care,
to share,
please let me
find that 1,
so that I
dont die alone Loneliness
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