n1njach1ck3n

Plans change, sometimes it's better just to play it by ear cause you never know when something you plan will vanish and things will get dark again.

I am happy to be living with my gorgeous fiance and plan on moving back closer to home in November. I play video games and make world of warcraft videos, feel free to check me out at www.youtube.com/user/n1njach1c… .  I mainly right poetry and things of that nature, I have the drawing ability of a 2 year old so it's not pretty, but I love expressing myself through words and hopefully soon I can start doing some stand up to have anouther outing. Feel free to send me messages and watch me if you love what I do and I'll be sure to return the favor. But for now I must take my leave, have a great day deviant and be sure to hug those closest to you!!

I am a poet, I'm a lover and I am a friend. I help those who need advice, I try to make people laugh and I want people around me who are true to me and themselves. Poetry is mainly a past time for me. I start at university of Tampa this semester for a business major possible with a marine biology twist. I love the ocean and want to visit the keys soon. I live in the beautiful sunshine state and will not tell where cause I've dated enough stalkers I don't need Internet ones too. I am engaged to a wonderful woman who puts up with my dumb ass on a constant basis and makes me smile everyday. So ya thats the man behind the poems, well the 19 year old behind them.

Hear late at night in my bed, on my iPad, is where I can be at peace and write what I will when i will and tell the world to fuck itself cause it can wait until I wakE. So I suppose I will update that sad idiotic journal that has been plaguing my wall with and eerie sense of dread and despair of which the likes that I do not normally like to digress to. I'm happy now, in love..again, and yesterday , well 2 days ago now (1:17a.m.), went to see Jeff Dunham live at the st Pete times forum it was amazing and i laughed until my face hurt lol. The sad part about being happy is poetry does not come to me as easily as comedy so it hurts my deviant art posting abilities and ppl like anjidu get cranky and text me and call me bad things (Jk). So if my poetry is lackluster for you guys that are crazy enough to follow me throw out a topic and I'll make a rhyme or a poem out of it if at all possible. Consider it a challenge, an act of skill, or boredom at it's freaking finest, but whatever you call it know that I'm up for any topic at all and I may actually post some poems that I wrote years ago that are very mean to certain ppl but I really don't care because laughing at ppl, including yourself, is a part of life. Goodnight and have yourselves a merry flippin' day.

as i lay in bed here late at night im not wanting to argue fuss or fight, all i want to do is talk to u, no drama no pain no bull, they say guys cant be hurt by words, but when those words are coming from the one u love, and they are not positive, it cuts through u like a bloody knife, tearing at what little scraps of a fucking heart u have left, is it time to shut down my emotions again? is it time to go back to not caring until i find someone who can break this cycle? i really dont know anymore... my poetry may be dark for a while..that or really out there as an attempt at humor.. *sigh* shit happens